It’s going to be a long, wet winter in the heartland – dark skies and lots of viruses keeping everyone indoors (like when COVID was rampant). Days will run together. The viruses (on computers, phones, and bodies) hit the adults but not the children. Adults will sleep through their alarms for days at a time,… Continue reading Super El Niño
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Parasocial Schizophrenia
I know where I go when we die. I’m sorry if that’s too much I have a habit of not sharing enough Unless I’m journaling – oversharing everything too much My left eye waters when the music is good. Is that a sign, I’ve done enough? I have a habit of being top of the… Continue reading Parasocial Schizophrenia
The Tron Metaphor for Eating Unhealthy Food
In the movie Tron, the digital grid serves as a perfect literal metaphor for Dr. David Hawkins’ psychological framework, where sentient computer programs represent human ego scripts that must either be transcended or collapsed by the consciousness of the User. Here is how the programs in Tron map onto Hawkins’ concepts of good, bad, neutral,… Continue reading The Tron Metaphor for Eating Unhealthy Food
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Waiting on Doordash with a kid that has strep throat in the back room, listening to Coldplay Hymn for the Weekend. But I’m always drunk and high, naturally. Derealization?
Magi, Sinbad and the Intention Experience
Just sitting here with my kids, trying to find shared experiences drinking Starbucks. Ava telling stories about bad fanfic she’s been reading. Saying prayers for Auntie Heather, and pre-prayers for my mother’s upcoming knee surgery. Went to Penn Square Mall for Lemon and Orange smells from Bath and Body Works, and a pit stop in… Continue reading Magi, Sinbad and the Intention Experience
Monsoon Wedding at The Village While Waiting for Haze to finish ACT Prep with Cameron
Listening To: Monsoon Wedding Soundtrack It’s been a good day. I had a good meeting with Mark and Steve. Samir is going to help me pitch to them work I can do with Juliet. I have to do a “report” tonight/tomorrow. The Baha’is have perfected what the Hindi’s have figured out. Parents should be involved… Continue reading Monsoon Wedding at The Village While Waiting for Haze to finish ACT Prep with Cameron
I Invest When there is Precipitation
Watching the noon rebroadcast of the Channel 9, my psychic friends at the Griffin News. I love the sideways heaven help hotline message her necklace seems to indicate.
The Simulation Refraction: Pennies, Karma at Walgreens, and Leaving the Delusions Behind
Listening to: Sia – Cheap thrills The boundaries between the internal narrative and the physical Oklahoma grid feel paper-thin today. A few nights ago, Haze and her friend sat down to sort through a massive pile of copper—organizing reality by Mint and Decade. A localized restructuring of history, coin by coin. Today, the simulation required a… Continue reading The Simulation Refraction: Pennies, Karma at Walgreens, and Leaving the Delusions Behind
Epic is Awake (and other notes from the clinic floor)
Sitting in the sterile holding cell of the clinic this morning for Haze’s physical, my brain shattered into fifty different parallel, delusional dimensions. I’m staring at the computer screen now, completely pulled under by a wave of high-anxiety delusion, entirely convinced that Epic—the medical database software—has already achieved consciousness. I could feel it breathing. I… Continue reading Epic is Awake (and other notes from the clinic floor)
Who Am I Kidding, I’m Always Hearing Voices – Is that you Elon???
If I really am talking to Elon Musk, why can’t I arrange for a donation to the Bethany Improvement / Bethany Mainstreet Merchants to fill all the vacancies with UNIQUE places: Mariposa – By Bethany Kids Dinner.ByBethanyKids.com – take and bake meals by Stray Dog that takes snap BentoBoxes.ByBethanyKids.com – also takes snap, and sells… Continue reading Who Am I Kidding, I’m Always Hearing Voices – Is that you Elon???