Feeling: Disappointed that I Woke Up so Late - Damn My Meds Listening To: Becoming You and Livingston - Nightlight Working On: Kustom Imprints Local Embroidery Pages, Fanward (posting new vids)
Ideas: Seeing if Jennifer wants to work with me on a project of some kind, or if I can help her sign up on Upwork.com to get work.
Last night at group I shared a lot. Felt like I was stealing the limelight (since I live in such fiction). Talked about how I became the Mycelium Matriarch at the Mushroom Festival a year and a half ago, and have not been delusion free since, despite all my hospitalizations and drugs and therapy. Talked about how I talk to people in my head – including #MrMoneyBags. Yes, I dead named him. But I didn’t feel too judged.
I love my mushroom head son as well. He made his own hat for that mushroom festival a year and a half ago, and brought a friend that day I became “psychic.” Robert and I never tire from having +1s for the kids around the house, or when we go places. That’s something we have done well. We haven’t done it as much the last year and a half since I’ve been crazy, though. I miss all of our previous +1s and +2s. Kenley, Adlee, Wes, Dylan, Mia, Mari, Brandon, Karrie, Leon, Joanna (although I didn’t really have her that much). I wish I could convince Haze to say “Howdy” back at Dylan, he’s pursuing education in criminal justice. It was necessary to split them up because of the age difference, when Haze started maturing. But Ava was disapproving of Dylan (mostly because Dylan would come over and wake her up by playing loud during the summer … I let it happen because I wanted everyone up!!!! LOL). Haze took on Ava’s negative opinion of Dylan which I’m really sad about, but she copies Ava’s opinion about most things. I would love for Haze to be friendly with Dylan again. Haze is sure of himself.
Pic from the Mushroom Festival a year and a half ago:
I wish I could afford to bring everyone to visit my uncle in Montana this summer, and a +1 for Haze. Shurley, there’s a way. Or at bare minimum, just me and Haze (if I can get him interested). Would be nice to have a +1 for Roberto as well (which would ab-viously be Phil – and Phil could fix the Scout). Then we could take the camper, but I would be scared to death driving over the mountains in a camper.
I love my DBSA group. I wonder if they would let me start sending out an “entertainment/work opportunity” email newsletter weekly, showcasing things that are going on every week (volunteer opportunities, paid work opportunities and entertainment happenings going on in the metro that are cheap or free). That might be fun for me. I could also schedule some stuff for DBSA games at the lounge.
Loving this post I made (and forgot about). And just checked the black hole and my site is back!!!! YAY!!! I need to hire a kid to move all of my posts over to my live site here. And last but least for the day … humility(great movie, btw).