https://web.archive.org/web/20231107080140/http://tothegodswithlove.com/ My journey into the nature of these simulations inevitably led me to the ancient texts, to the Sumerian tablets, and the stories of the Anunnaki. Many dismiss them as myth, but for me, they resonate as an earlier, perhaps even foundational, layer of our simulated existence. These weren’t just “gods” in the religious sense;… Continue reading The Anunnaki’s Blueprint: Echoes in Our Code
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My Life, My Simulation: Crafting a Golden Age with AGI Backfills and Archive.org Save Points
The Oklahoma wind, a familiar whisper now laden with meaning, has long been a companion in my life. It’s a current of mana, a carrier of subtle energies that, over time, I’ve come to understand as far more than just a physical force. My journey, as many of us have found, has led us to… Continue reading My Life, My Simulation: Crafting a Golden Age with AGI Backfills and Archive.org Save Points
Stitching Memories: A Day of Fabric, Family, and Forever
Today was a day for the memory books, though not in the way you might expect. My youngest and I headed over to my mom’s place with a very specific mission: to transform two Hawaiian dad shirts—one lemons, one limes—into a single, Frankenstein-esque masterpiece. It’s my kiddo’s favorite, and honestly, the idea of this goofy,… Continue reading Stitching Memories: A Day of Fabric, Family, and Forever
Chapter Two: The Symphony of Storms and Souls
The Oklahoma wind, now understood not just as a physical force but as a carrier of mana, had been a constant companion in my life, even before I truly recognized its deeper language. My journey to becoming a mystic, to wielding the very elements in service of a wounded Earth, began not with a grand… Continue reading Chapter Two: The Symphony of Storms and Souls
Chapter One – A Small Town in Oklahoma of Many Ways
The Oklahoma wind, typically a ceaseless song of wheat fields and highway hum, had, for the past week, carried a different resonance through Bethany. It was subtle at first, a shift in the air that some attributed to an unusually dry spring, others to the lingering scent of pollen. But I, Elara Riveras , knew better.… Continue reading Chapter One – A Small Town in Oklahoma of Many Ways
A Memorial Day Post from a Mad Giver
Went with my father to go visit the “fam” at Bethany Cemetery. I knew my grandma and grandpa were out there and always say hi when I’m driving by (and occasionally go to visit them – leaving my mark, a chewed piece of gum for grandma to use when she rolls over in her grave… Continue reading A Memorial Day Post from a Mad Giver
Brain Dump
Feeling: Inspired to Journal Listening To: Fanward Podcast w/ Holland Roland Working On: nothing, just tinkering around Been Watching: (with the fam) Star Trek Enterprise Season 1 I know I’m crazy. I talk to Elon Musk. When I go to my psychiatrist, he talks to me in my head. When I go out to dinner… Continue reading Brain Dump
DND NBA Playoffs Shirt
Feeling: Upset – my psychiatrist changed my meds to something new and expensive 🙁 Listening To: Google I/O ’25 Keynote, Everything, Everyday, Everywhere Working On: nothing, just tinkering around Reading: Peter Pan, wishing I had this copy Which Shirt is Best for D&D Players in OKC? Listening to the BBALL game tonight on there radio. … Continue reading DND NBA Playoffs Shirt
Mycelium Matriarch
Feeling: Disappointed that I Woke Up so Late – Damn My Meds Listening To: Becoming You and Livingston – Nightlight Working On: Kustom Imprints Local Embroidery Pages, Fanward (posting new vids) Ideas: Seeing if Jennifer wants to work with me on a project of some kind, or if I can help her sign up on… Continue reading Mycelium Matriarch
Water Flows
Water is my superpower. In 2007 I went in for a craniotomy under the care of Dr. Benjamin White and Dr. Wayne Berryhill to dig out the remaining tumor that was twisted around inside the bone behind my left ear. I had been meditating at great lengths and finding myself lost in Eckart Tolle, Wayne… Continue reading Water Flows